So yeah, last night...well since it's 1 in the morning... two nights ago was Lynwood's Sadies. I must admit that day I was rather pumped up for the night, and after getting dressed and looking into the mirror...oh yeah, I knew what time it was! In other words, I was rather fresh. Lol, anyways when me and Tj arrived there I was a little upset, because Cerritos High was also there and they had the spot in Knotts that we had last year (the good spot). I thought this was going to be our spot again, but I guess I was wrong! Damn bastards! The portion of Knotts that we had barely had any rollercoasters, just the lame ones like Jaguar and all those little small rides which weren't that plentiful either. Plus unlike last year the dance floor wasn't indoors, there was this little stupid spot and it caused me not to get my boogy on the whole night lol. I just chilled on the rides and shit with my friends, most of which I hadn't seen in a while. All in all, the night at Knotts was rather fun, filled with laughs and cold ass air hitting my face on the rides LOL. Oh yeah, I also made a new friend that night. She's so fucking gorgeous. I already knew of her, but never officially met her until that night. Well, I wouldn't really even call her a "new friend" now that I think of it, because something tells me our relationship won't get passed what it was that night. We probably will never speak again, even though I gave her my screename. *Sigh*, what was I even thinking... she wouldn't want to be bothered with a guy like me...those 15 minutes we talked were presumably just me being in the right place at the right time, now that place must forever remain in the past...but who knows.... gotta be optimistic right? WRONG!
Well anyways, after Sadies almost everybody went to Denny's for a little after-gathering. LOL it was soooo packed that by the time we ( the poeple I rode with) got there, they said they weren't serving anyone else so the people that didn't get served left to another Denny's. So, we get there and sit down for about 30 minutes and didn't even get any fucking menus! Most horrible service ever! So we left and went to Norms. Yes, three damn places in one night, and then we get there and still had to wait like an hour before we got our food. LOL, it was like a horror movie as far as food was conerned that night. In the end though, as i got home and jumped in my bed, I revisted the night in its entirety and felt at ease with it all... realizing how good laughing all night really is. I also couldn't help but think about that new friend, who I would rather leave nameless so that perhaps I could soon forget about her...it serves no use to imagine a reality that will never exists with both of us in the same mode as we were on that night. I know I know, I'm analyzing te situation too much right? This is nothing new to me and it often affects my relationships with people. If I can just learn to balance it, perhaps one day I can meet someone that actually understands me for who I am... whatever I am.
